Big Papa (Notorious B.I.G)

As many of you know, it's Father's Day weekend. This is one of my favorite holidays. I personally feel like it doesn't get as much hype as it deserves. So it's my duty to make it extra special.

My daddy is my hero and although I try to show him how much I love and appreciate him every day this is a bonus day to shower him with our unconditional love.

I remember growing up always having the hardest time finding a gift for my dad. He is SO difficult to shop for. He has always told us, "Don't worry about getting me anything. You guys are doing what is right and that's all I could ask for."

Well, I'm stubborn. So year after year I ignored him and always found something that I thought he would like. He always loved whatever my brothers and I got him but you could tell he was genuinely happy at the simple fact that he was a Dad.

He has always told us that we were his greatest joy. And with everything we have been through he has proved that he means it.

My father is one of the best examples of a man that I have in my life. I can honestly say that if I found someone even half the man he is I would be content. (And no, I do not mean his size. My papa is a bodybuilder.)

Seriously though, six (almost seven) years ago my dad took full custody of 3 teenagers, 2 kids younger than 10, and the stress of raising us all. I know that for him it wasn't easy. I mean have you met us Bustillos kids?? But through his example we have all grown into great people.

He never takes credit for our accomplishments. He always says that he just got lucky. But really, had we been in someone elses care none of us would be where we are.

My father deserves all the recognition he can get. I wish I could broadcast over the TV how amazing he is. I have never known anyone else so dedicated to his family. He has always watched over us and made sure we were provided for. No matter what kind of things were going on in our lives he was there for us to count on.

He has spent the last six Father's Days as a single father. But this year, it's different. My dad has finally found someone that brings him just as much happiness as his five wonderful kids. Plus, he got an extra baby out of the deal.

This fact alone makes this such a special Father's Day. One of the things that makes me the most happiest is to see him happy. After everything he has sacrificed for us I am so glad he has finally found his reward. I am so grateful to Chelsey for giving my dad the love he deserves. I know she cares for him as much as us kids do.

As we all grow up and are starting to figure out our own lives and destinations it's so refreshing to know that the man that has spent the last 19 years of my life watching over me will always have someone there for him.

Chelsey and my dad plan on having more kids. I LOVE IT!! People think he is crazy for starting over being so "old". I will admit that sometimes I think my dad is a bit locito myself but if anyone can do it, it's him.

My dad is (an unmentionable age) but acts and feels like he's 25. He runs around with Carson now the same way I remember him doing with me when I was little. I don't think he's aged at all.

When people tell me I look, act, or remind them of my dad; my day is made. It means that I have qualities that I have always wanted to have. If I am going to be compared to anyone I want it to be my father.

Dad:

I have already told you a lot but one more time won't hurt. I love you. I am so happy to be your daughter. You are the biggest blessing I have in my life. I plan on always being your "little girl".

No matter how weird I think you are sometimes (admit it, you are a bit cuckoo for cocoa puffs) I am so grateful for all the laughs we share.

This life has gotten a little confusing lately; but we'll get through. Our family will always be together. No matter what's in store for us.

You taught me that the most important thing to have is your family. There is no greater truth than this. Throughout my whole life, no matter how many punches were thrown, how many names were called, how many laptops got broke, both you and all my brothers have been there for me to lift me up when I've been down.

I am grateful for everything else you have taught me. You taught me to always stay positive, in all things. You taught me to love with your whole heart. You taught me how to throw a spiral and kick ass. You taught me everything I need to know about football. You taught me the importance of my education and hard work. You taught me that how you treat people is how you'll be treated. You have taught me to stay strong during the tough times and that it's ok to break down for help. You taught me humility and perseverance. You taught me how to be a good parent. And you taught me how to trust the soul of a man; rather than the look of him.... Alright that's a joke. I hope you got it, your quote skills are a little rusty.

You were the best mom and dad I could have asked for. Thank you for all the love you have shown me. I love you and hope you enjoy your special day. Know that no matter where life takes me I will always carry with me everything you have told me and that I'll always be a Daddy's Girl.

With all my love; your daughter,
Angelica Bustillos----Pookie

My father, source of entertainment, and hero.
Ralph Bustillos

Riot Girl (Good Charlotte)

I am happy to say that Raul has returned home, no longer with a broken face.

For those of you who have no idea what I am talking about, Raul is my laptop. Against his own will he was taken advantage of and ended up with a broken screen. He went in for surgery this weekend and in about 2 hours we were being reunited. It was so lovely. I missed this guy so much. All my pictures, my documents, my internet tabs, my freaking MUSIC!! That was the hardest part really.

Anywho, I was able to upload my concert pictures and save them to their appropriate files and, as promised, I am sharing them with you all now.

I take pride in the title of this blog. I think it fits SUPER well. And from now on, I would appreciate being referenced as a "Riot Girl". Just saying.

I hope you all enjoy my pictures as much as I enjoyed taking them and being at the concert. :)

Me and My Girlies.
Left to Right: Gingy, Flexus, Pookie





Me and the gorgeous Allexis

 


Two of my favorite girls.
Maggie AKA Gingy and Allexis AKA Flexus

 








Lovely little me.

  

Amazing Maggers and I

Martin!!





ALL!! TIME!! LOW!!

 





Alex of All Time Low

  





"Boner" of All Time Low. Ok his name is Jack.

   











GAAAABE!!

  





Ladies and gentlemen, this is Zack Merrick. We'll probably end up getting married. True story.

I took a buttload of more pictures but I just wanted to put my favorites. The rest are on my FB page if ya'll are super interested. If not, I hope you got your kicks from these.

We Say Summer (All Time Low)

I was set on making this THE most wonderful Summer in my history of Summers. Mostly because this is the Summer I turn "19 AND CRAZY" but also because I deserve to live a little, go wild, and make the most of this time.

Summer started off with a bang. I have a job, meaning I am making money. And while the money truck isn't backing up into my driveway it counts for something. Secondly, it's been a year since I graduated high school. That fact alone makes me feel so much cooler. Last year I was just in awe that I actually made it. This time I'm like, "Yeah, I pretty much am the best." I AM taking courses this semester but my classes are amazing ones that I should have no problem with. Obviously these things (and more) were key ingredients to the perfect Summer.

And then there was Earthfest. Ya'll know how I felt about THAT one. Well, walking out of the concert this lady says, "Here's this. Free concert in a few weeks." I grabbed the paper thinking it would be some lame group. NO!! It's freaking PARACHUTE!!!!!!!!! So June 23rd, that is where I'll be.

Also, after what, 3 years of not doing it I finally bought the Country Megaticket. Kenny Chesney, Billy Currington, and Uncle Kracker on July 9th. Tim McGraw, Luke Bryan, and The Band Perry on August 6th. Sugarland and Sara Bareilles on August 20th. And last for the Megaticket Rascall Flatts, Sara Evans, and Justin Moore on September 9th. Epic right??

Plus, while I was high on Earthfest music I totally stalked All Time Low like no other. Found out everywhere they would be and GUESS WHAT!?!? UTAH!!! August 19th. With Mayday Parade, We Are In The Crowd, and The Cab. I'm stoked.

But that's not all folks!! If some of you can recall I was having major issues with the fact that I missed My Chemical Romance. Seriously. I was distraught. BUT THEY ARE COMING BACK!!!!! With..... (drumroll please) BLINK 182. That's September 3rd. And I can NOT wait.

It's a Summer of music... but here's the finale. This little lady right here is going to Caliiiifoooorrrnia!!!! YAAAAAAY!!!! I'll be spending time with my favorite auntie. We are planning on shopping, Six Flags..ing, the beach...ing, and basking in the glory that is that wonderful state. Plus, I will actually be IN California for my birthday. Freaking legit.

Among these other things HARRY POTTER FINAL DUEL!!!!! Midnight showing for that baby. Yippee!!!

Aside from the things I'm DOING I just am all around happy. I feel great about myself. Call me conceited but I look in the mirror and am so content with the fine specimen that I see. It's great.

When my Nana passed away, I was a wreck. But I realized that I have two choices. I can keep moping, or I can go out and have fun so that when my time comes my granddaughter can rant about how much of a life I had too. When someone dies, it is hard. It has been one of the most difficult things I have had to go through. But it's natural and a part of life. It's easy to mourn but it's easier to remember the good things that made that person who they were. And so, I am enjoying the life I have and I think my "Nanu" (family joke) is a lot happier with that.

Anyways, a lot of big plans for this season. And I am stoked. I just need a Summer fling and my Summer will be complete. Nothing is gonna get in my way these next couple of months.

"I have seen millions of faces,
ever-unchanging; content with redundancy,
I'm not the same way;
searching for change in directions that I want to go.
Take a breath, let it out slow,
Seasons change with the break of a lifetime,
Remind me again why we thought twice about it,
We've got ambition like you've got restraint so,
Smile like you don't give a damn about the consequence,
just say anything,
We say summer holds such wonderful things.
This must be more than just built up suspense,
In the wake of an accident.
Twist and turn in my sleep,
wake me up when we get there;
Destination success.
Run like hell - We make noise for the sake of escaping.
Run like hell - You only live once now take this to heart.
Tell my family and friends I'll be ok.
Smile like you don't give a damn about the consequence,
just say anything.
We say summer holds such wonderful things."

P.S. All Time Low's "Dirty Work" CD released today. Go get it!!

What Happens On The Dance Floor (Cobra Starship)

So I'm totally blogging while my adrenaline is pumping which isn't good but I'm doing it anyways.

Earthfest-2011. Summed up, AMAZING.

When I first got there I was super hesitant because all these not so goodies kept singing and it started as a long afternoon. However, I didn't let it put a damper on my spirits because Martin (Boys Like Girls) and Cobra Starship were still on the list.

Side Bar: Allexis and Maggie are my BFFFFFFFFF's and they were BOTH there. (I got THEE cutest pictures so I'll put em up when I figure it out.) Anyways, that alone was great.

Not gonna lie, for awhile I was ready to lay the smack down on some skanky middleschoolers. Seriously, I'm surprised I still have toes. I have been in crowds, and I have moshed before, but this was just awful. Everyone was literally just pushing and shoving. We were way in front for a good half of the concert but it got to a point where Mags turned and said, "I'm getting out of here." So off we went. Probably the smartest thing we did all night.

Afterwards we layed down a blanket towards the back and still had an incredible view of the stage.

While we were in front, however, Downtown Fiction performed and oh my word, I looooved them. Seriously, SO funny. I knew one of their songs before going but really didn't know what to expect. Long story short, probably going to download all their music as soon as my laptop is all fixed up.

Martin was ok. He wasn't much of a performer as I hoped and seriously not as good looking as I thought. He was just... well boring. All in all, I was kinda disappointed. Especially because they are one of my favorite bands. I really wish it had been all of them... just saying.

Iyaz and Shontel performed as well. They did a great job. Iyaz kinda just sang to a CD they had going but it was good music that made you wanna dance. Shontel only sang 4 songs and I was shocked to find I knew all but one. She was a very sweet girl.

All Time Low deff gets their own paragraph. Beforehand I had heard a couple of their songs but to be honest I didn't know too much. When they walked on stage I legit almost passed out and peed myself at the same time. THEY.ARE.GORGEOUS!!! I looooved their music. Plus they were such great performers and definitely got the crowd going. I'm making it a point to purchase all their CD's, learn all their songs, and party it up at one of their concerts.

And last, Co-Co-Co-Cobra Starship. So I adore CSS. Pretty much the only reason I went to Earthfest was to see them. My outfit was even CSS approved. (Well I wore a band shirt.) I knew every song they played and could NOT stop thinking about how surreal this was. It's not much of a secret but I kinda idolize Gabe and am in love with him and the rest of the boys. They have the same "Screw You" attitude that I so freely express myself. Their performance was, to say the least, EPIC. Words really can't explain how great they were. They are so fun. I already have all their CD's... and know all their songs... so I just gotta pray they come back here for another concert.

The only downfall of the night was that when CSS performed it was so late that it was really dark. Although I could SEE them perfectly the pictures were wretched. However, I shall burn the memory into my heart and mind. Oh, and all the getting stepped on, but I'll let that go.

Uggh. Such a great night. I am still shaking from the excitement. And that is probably why it's not a good idea to blog while excited. Psh. Whateva.

Anyways, first concert of the Summer was a great success. Next up, Kenny. :)