Yeah it's been a VERY long time since I posted. I didn't even talk about half of the concerts/things I did over my 19 and Crazy Summer. And, luckily for you, I'm not going to.
It's too much to catch up on so I'll pretend like I've been an avid blogger and have kept you updated with my life so far.
Truth is, I need to vent. And that's the only reason I'm back.
About a month ago I traveled with my dad, little brother Luther, and Leo the turtle across the country. We were making our way to Indiana where my step-mum, Chelsey, was waiting for Papi Chulo's arrival with Baby Sebastian growing in her tum-tum.
The drive was, well, long. But at the same time one of the coolest things I've ever done. Jason Aldean's song "Fly Over States" definitely comes to mind. It was nice to spend those last few days with my dad and baby brother knowing that they were going to stay and start their new life and I was flying back to Utah after the weekend.
Chelsey was thrilled to have her man and new son there permanently. I was happy to see her all big but I still wanted that baby born while I was out there. Apparently, however, Sebastian is definitely a typical stubborn Bustillos because the kid came out FIVE days after I went home. FIVE!!!
I was still excited to know that I have a new baby brother; that is adorable. He is growing and learning and he's making all of Indiana happy.
I'm flying out at the end of this month for his baby blessing and I can't wait to meet the little guy. He's changed all of our lives so much already and I can't wait to see what comes of all this change.
I'm happy for my dad. I know that it's a hard adjustment for him. And if I'm totally honest with myself it's a hard adjustment for me too. But we are trying to get things situated and in no time we'll be pro at whatever there is for us to be pro at.
My dad did/does a lot for us. He was a single dad for a long time and he met someone that makes him totally happy. Chels is a good woman and I'm glad she agreed to spend the rest of eternity with the Original Rico.
They just celebrated their first anniversary and they have a lot to celebrate. They've overcome a lot throughout their relationship. I know that if they continue to work hard at it then one day they will undoubtedly have a life to be even more proud of.
With that word, "anniversary", in mind, it's coming to the one year anniversary of my Nana's passing. Which is really hard to comprehend. I miss her, a lot.
She always said that she wouldn't leave until she knew we were ready. And because of that I know that she's looking down at us and watching over all parts of our family. That knowledge really helps.
She was such a wonderful lady. I know she's having a fiesta up there but it's not easy losing someone. It's definitely not something you ever get over. But you work through it. Because you know that's what they would want.
She had a remarkable life. I found out so many incredible things about her after she passed. I didn't know one person could go through so much and come out as strong as she did. She's a role model. I know she touched the lives of everyone she knew.
The next two weeks leading up to the day are going to be rough but I know that if I really try I'll be able to feel her around me.
Crazy this time last year she was being her usual fun self asking for KFC chicken. And in a few days I would be getting a call saying she's in the Emergency Room and staying the night at the hospital. I guess life really does take crazy unexpected turns and the only thing you can do is learn to adjust.
The past couple months have just been a whirlwind of events. But our family has come out, for the most part, strong.
In four months we get to welcome the Elder of the familia home and it'll be the first time in over four years that we'll all be united. We'll be missing the woman that got us through so much, our Nana, but she'll be there celebrating his return alongside us.
I honestly can not wait for that day and all the days leading up to it and those following.
